My brother had Wednesday off work and invited me over for the day. He straightened my hair for me; we listened to loud music, chatted, watched television and stuffed our faces with yummy microwave popcorn while acting silly like we always do. I had taken my digital camera along and we had taken some photos and digital video clips that I still need to stitch together as one video. I had a lot of fun that day, I love spending time with my brother and it is always fun…
I had also quit smoking on Wednesday, I had my last two cigarettes and just did not feel the need to buy more and since Friday I have been feeling nauseas and just plain ill. I do not know if it is either my quitting smoking (that I highly doubt) or just having somewhat of a stomach bug… I have never been a heavy smoker, the most that I had smoked in a day was ten cigarettes and usually I would smoke about five to seven cigarettes a day… I am in need of sleep, lots of cold water and lots of fresh air too…
I had babysat two of my young cousins on Friday night along with their cousin which was a mission in itself. Their cousin nagged to come over with them and whenever she or their other cousins are around, my cousins act like hooligans, running around the house screaming while hurting and pushing each other about (amongst many other acts) and thinking that everything they do wrong is hilarious… Just because their cousins are around but when it is just the two of them, they act decent and do not cause chaos. It seems that young children have more energy than what they can handle …
I am so tired…
You’ll start smoking again, guaranteed.
Nicholas wrote:
Shh Nicholas!
I hope that I do not start smoking again. I have not had any cravings, yet…
Speaking of cravings, I’m craving one right now. Now I’m smoking. And I’m enjoying it. Man that’s refreshing. Who would ever want to not smoke?!
I miss my bro now
I didn’t know that you smoked! But I’m extremely glad that you quit, or, made an attempt. I really can’t stand smokers anymore (not that I liked them in the beginning). My grandfather smoked A LOT, he was a very heavy smoker.. He died this June past of Cancer (3 types). So yeah, actually witnessing what he had to go through, my family and just seeing him in that state on his hospital bed… WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO DO THAT TO THEIRSELVES? You have to be strong. If you keep on smoking, it’s going to be REALLY REALLY hard to quit when you’re older.. and well, you have a good chance of developing serious health problems and i’m sure you don’t want your life to end so shortly or in such a horrible way.
You ARE doing the right thing
XO!
Hi Girlie, gud to know u stopped smoking…
Waiting eagerly to c ur photos, pl post in flicker sooner…
M
Nicholas wrote:
Oh Nicholas, shh!
I for one do not wish to smoke any more…
Leanne wrote:
Aww Leanne, I am sorry to hear about your loss…
Yeah, I am just trying to make my life better and I feel that my smoking had to end, even though I smoked little, I just do not need it in my life anyway, I just want to get healthier and feel better about myself and smoking is not gonna make my life better…
Mani wrote:
I will have my photos uploaded soon, actually when I feel like not being lazy.