Monthly Archive for January, 2007

Not As Bad As I Thought

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Randi
on January 31, 2007
in Family, Life and Love
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I started this year thinking that it was going to be worse than last year. My mind filled with negative thoughts and doubts… That I would be even more vulnerable to my depression, that I would feel lonelier, be alone, fight a lot more and that my streak of bad luck would continue… I started this year hoping and wishing for things, I pretty much do that all the time anyway… My greatest wish is love and everything that goes along with it. I think I have found it and I do not want to let it slip through my fingers…

Victor treats me like a goddess, I have never had been treated this way before by a man and I love it. I think that he is really too good for me… I guess that I am just not used to being treated so well by a man… I do not know how real love feels like but I think that this new feeling might just be it. I know that it is still early days and that anything could go wrong… I feel that if something does go wrong, I will still be glad that I had a chance to experience this kind of relationship; the kind that makes you feel good about yourself, happy, cared for and so much more…

I think that this year has started well, not as bad as I thought it would be… I think that I have found love and I do not feel as lonely as I did before. I have been able to purchase some things that I need. I have come to deal with issues in regards to my past; I no longer dwell on most of them. I have not been fighting with my family as much I did over the last few months and hopefully there will be less conflict this year with my family…

All in all, things seem to be going well thus far and I hope that they will only get better from now on…

Hairspray Can Be Lethal

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Randi
on January 28, 2007
in Candy, Family, Friends, Hair, Life, Love, Photos, Shopping and Technology
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Having my hair doneMy brother had done a great job with my hair for his assignment. There was a lot of hair pulling and tugging. Combing, twisting and a lot of hairspray… The style was something I have never had but it turned out very great. It was very different for me but I liked it. I hated that it was such a mission in itself to get my hair undone the next day. There were a lot of hair clips all over the back of my head that kept all of my hair up and it just felt icky because of all the hairspray. I had to wash my hair like three times to get all the hairspray out, my hair felt icky after I rinsed the shampoo off the first time. I have been asked to sit in again so it should be fun. I love spending time with my brother anyway…

I had received my speakers on Friday. This is the third set of speakers that I had ordered and this is the only set that I had been able to receive since the previous two sets were “out of stock”. I still would have liked the first set that I had ordered but they just had to be out of stock. I like this set of speakers though, they are really small and are going to fit well on my desk, especially because of the available space left on it. Oh and of course they are black… I love the color black…

Victor spent the day with me on Thursday. He and I met up with my brother at Jazz Time Café for drinks that night. My brother was depressed and had been crying, I guess he and his boyfriend are having some problems… I am not sure because my brother did not really want to talk about it. Anyway we sipped on our drinks, chatted and chewed on some green and blue strips of liquorice too… After Victor and I had taken my brother home, we went back to my place and just chatted until late and Victor had to leave to go back home…

He is really a great guy. Often I think that he is too good for me. I am not used to being treated so well by a man but I am loving it. He is nothing compared to those that have been in my life… And I hope that from now on things will only get better…

I have lots to write but I will do so tomorrow or sometime. This is just a random boring post, pretty much like all my others… I have been so preoccupied with life that the Internet has been taking up less of my time than it used to. It is a good thing I guess…

All Is Good, Said She

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Randi
on January 23, 2007
in Candy, Family, Food, Friends, Gifts, Life, Love, Music, Shopping and Technology
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Victor is awesome. We have had three dates thus far and they have all been great. Saturday afternoon he came over to fetch me for our picnic, and as I was bout to sit in the car, on top of the passenger seat were a beautiful faux red rose and black hair piece. The faux rose is perfect, at first I had thought it was real but I am glad that it is not, it looks like the real thing and it will never die… He is Too sweet! Anyway, we had a picnic that included sipping on sweet sparkling red wine and eatingt delicious fresh strawberries with whipped cream…

After our picnic, we went to another park and after that we went to my brother’s place so I could introduce Victor to him. After our visit, we went back to my house but no one was home yet from church that night. So we went back to Key West and had a walk. My mom called for me to come home, so Victor took me back home. He joined me for dinner and then he, my sisters, mother and I sat in the lounge and watched the television till about eleven o’clock…

Victor and I have a date on Thursday. We should be going out with my brother and his boyfriend. Coffee, drinks or something… My brother suggested that we should all go out together on Thursday or Friday night…

I had received my new monitor last Wednesday. It was a mission to carry up stairs, it is heavy and I was practically walking like a duck trying to balance myself walking up the stairs in my long skirt. I would have asked the delivery guy to bring up stairs for me but that would have made me feel really uncomfortable… The speakers that I had ordered were not delivered because they were out of stock and I was reimbursed for that. I placed an order for a different set of speakers this passed weekend so I should hopefully getting the speakers soon…

Lately, I am really enjoying some of the music by Ratatat. Nick had sent me a small package which contained two CDs with mixed music, a Christmas card, a keychain and a pouch of strawberry flavored Pop Rocks. I love Pop Rocks and have not had them in many years so it was a real treat. I am going to send him a package in return; a South African keychain, biltong and some other things that I am unsure of as of yet…

My brother has asked me to be a model for an “up” hair style for his assignment for college. I should be at Hair Inc. in about an hour for this. I always help my brother with many things, I just wish he would do the same for me, have a little more time for me… I do not know…