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Fuck You, Mr & Mrs K!

Victor left for Welkom early on Christmas day as his father wanted him there because his mother was ill. He came back to Krugersdorp on January 2nd.

I wasn’t able to get a hold of Victor on his mobile phone most of the days while he was in Welkom, I only spoke to him briefly a few times when I was able to get through to him on his mobile phone.

I would call his parents’ house and ask to speak with him as I wasn’t able to when calling his mobile phone. His father would tell me that Victor was either in town, with his friend, Riaan or that “He was not there”. So I would ask Victor’s father if he could tell Victor to call me back. I called on New Year’s Eve to wish Victor a happy new year and I was told by his father that Victor was at a party at his old high school. And one time I called and I could hear Victor in the background speaking with his mother… So I thought that he was busy and once again asked to have Victor call me back.

Victor never called me back.

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Loneliness Is About The Scariest Thing There Is

Victor hasn’t come back home from his parents’ yet. He doesn’t know when he’ll be coming back because his car’s distributor cap or whatever is fucked and can’t drive back home it until his car is repaired. He doesn’t know when that will be as the place that he and his father are ordering the part from hasn’t received it yet.

I’ve spent the past few days at my parents’ and came back to my apartment this afternoon. I don’t want to be at my parents’ and I don’t want to be here.

There’s always fighting at my parents’ house. Whether its amongst my sisters and I or between my mother and myself. We fight even over the littlest of things. We may not fight all the time but I’m really not in the mood for fighting. And I don’t want to be in this apartment by myself because I don’t want to be alone. But I also don’t want to stay away from here for too long because I fear that some dumb cunts will break in and rob us of our valuables.

I’m not feeling good at all, physically and emotionally. I was feeling ill before Victor left so I was already feeling a little depressed because I can’t stand feeling ill. Then when I found out on Thursday night that Victor wasn’t coming home on Friday, I got more depressed. And I still am because I have no idea when he’s coming home. I am so used to having him around every night; even if he’s in the other room watching the television while I’m asleep in the bedroom. Just having him around makes me feel… Safe.

Oh and him not calling me to let me know what’s going on makes it worse.

Just like when I had called him on Thursday afternoon (after waiting all day for him to come home) to find out when he will be coming home, was I only notified about the situation with his car. You know, it wouldn’t kill him just to give me a quick call to let me know what is going on. It would have made a big difference if he had done so in the first place…

I could go on and on about this whole situation but I rather not do so. I just lost interest in ranting about it. I’m going to put my energy towards something else.

I hope he comes home soon!

Blackouts To Continue Until Friday

In response to my previous post, Saha and Terin Selena asked me what was going on with Eskom and the power outages. So I thought that I would do a little research and write somewhat of an article about the current Eskom situation… Continue reading ‘Blackouts To Continue Until Friday’