I have a new man in my life. We have known one another for just over three weeks now and had started dating a week after we had first met. This past Sunday marked one week of our dating and was the day I decided to tell my mother that he and I are dating..
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I’ve been busy with several things and this here website had taken last place on my priority list… Until this very moment because I am bored out of my mind, am still feeling ill and need to get my mind off of recent and ongoing drama with my parents and I.
Here’s a quick update on what has been going on:
I received my gift from Bob last Wednesday, 27th of February; one of the best gifts that I have ever received… A brand spanking new laptop / notebook! Thank you so very much, Bob!
I did not attend Bloggeratti Jozi on Saturday simply because I wasn’t feeling well and didn’t want to ride in a car for like forty minutes or so to get to Linden from Krugersdorp as I easily get carsick. My mother giving hell and putting me in a bad mood also added to my loss of interest in attending the event that evening.
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about what I want out of life and what to make of my future; I have yet to find out what all that exactly is.
I kind of have a new man in my life. He’s just a friend for now as he and I both don’t know what we really want from one another, other than friendship right now. I’m good having him as just a friend anyway, we only just physically met on Sunday… So it is
My body has been acting up the past several days as I haven’t been able to take my medication. Long story short: They finished and I wasn’t able to get my “repeat” batch until tonight. I tend to get ill after not having consumed my medication for a couple days. I guess that my system is so accustomed to the drugs that when suddenly none is being taken, it acts up. I don’t know…
And now my eyes are giving in and I’m about to fall asleep. I’ll write again soon and will be returning comments on Sunday if not sometime tomorrow morning. Damn, it’s past one o’clock in the morning and I have to wakeup early to get things done before the man arrives to take me out. I’m off to sleep!
Victor and I are over. Even though I didn’t want to end it, I had to. I had lost all trust in him. I had read evidence of his “foul play” and he denied that it was of his doing when I had confronted him about it. He convinced me that, “Nothing was going on” and I let it go, until I read more evidence of a couple more “incidents” and yet again he would deny it when confronted about it.
I couldn’t live with it anymore but I didn’t want to end it completely with him. I hate being lied to. I didn’t know what to do…
So with my uncertainty and my brainwashing by others in my life… I was taken over to Victor’s place, last night by my brother to collect my last bit of belongings that were still in the apartment. And I had to tell him that our relationship was over.
I didn’t want to end it but I had to do so, “Or else…”









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