I woke up this morning in a good mood; the sun was out, I slept well and felt like today was going to be a real good day. Or at least that’s what I thought then. Now I just wish I could turn back the hands of time and relive this day, differently. I feel emotionally drained and my eyes are a little red from crying most of the day. I felt like writing when I started but I’ve just lost interest.
Long story short… My depression took over today, filled my mind with doubt and messed with my emotions. I just had one of those days today.
Spaceman, oh spaceman!
Come rescue me from this!
Calling all aliens!
Come rescue me!
Bif Naked- Spaceman
I have a new man in my life. We have known one another for just over three weeks now and had started dating a week after we had first met. This past Sunday marked one week of our dating and was the day I decided to tell my mother that he and I are dating..
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I was sitting here at my desk sorting some MP3 files on my laptop when the sound of someone flipping a light switch and the closing of my parents’ bathroom door startled me. I thought I was home alone…
I quietly made my way to the kitchen and got one of the large knives, I lightly ran my thumb along the blade to make sure it was sharp. I slowly walk towards my parents’ bedroom with the knife in my trembling right hand, I could hear water running in my parents’ shower as I got closer. I get to the closed bathroom door and tap on it with the knife. I got no response from whoever was in there so I knocked with my left hand while holding the knife tightly with my right hand.
“What?!” shouted my youngest sister from inside the shower.
I opened the door, stuck in my head and shouted, “Jislaaik, Belle! I almost had a freaking heart attack; I didn’t know you were home, I thought I was home alone!” And with that I closed the door, ran to the kitchen and put the knife away.
I hate not being able to feel safe, even at home.
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